| Gratitude | ----- |
| 1 | Today I am thankful for sweet coworkers. |
| 2 | Today I am thankful for sleeping in! |
| 3 | Today I am thankful for quality time. |
| 4 | Today I am thankful for rest. |
| 5 | Today I am thankful for progress. |
| 6 | Today I am thankful for figuring things out. |
| 7 | Today I am thankful for sweet surprises? |
| 8 | Today I am thankful for being loved. |
| 9 | Today I am thankful for investing in myself. |
| 10 | Today I am thankful for sweet dreams! |
| 11 | Today I am thankful for easy breezy work days. |
| 12 | Today I am thankful for rainy days! |
| 13 | Today I am thankful for Ha'ani! |
| 14 | Today I am thankful for understanding what I am worth. |
| 15 | Today I am thankful for the weekend again! |
| 16 | Today I am thankful for getting to sleep in! |
| 17 | Today I am thankful for another day of progress. |
| 18 | Today I am thankful for believing in myself. |
| 19 | Today I am thankful for another day closer to my dream me. |
| 20 | I will not give up on myself. |
| 21 | Today I am thankful for free movie nights! |
| 22 | Today I am thankful for getting healthy! |
| 23 | Today I am thankful for working harder for my goals. |
| 24 | Today I am thankful for continuing healthy habits. |
| 25 | Today I am thankful for mainting my life. |
| 26 | Today I am thankful for finding new ways to relax. |
| 27 | Today I am thankful for getting thru not feeling well. |
| 28 | Today I am thankful for continuing my hard work. |
| 29 | Today I am thankful for slow and steady days. |
| 30 | Today I am thankful for working hard. |
| 31 | Today I am thankful for being successful in another month of progress! |
1. As much paper as I can.
- I'm going to work toward digitizing all my important documents and swapping all my bills to paperless billing! In an effort to 1. declutter and 2. help minimize the amount of paper being wasted!
2. Thinking there isn't enough time in the day.
- I am such a type A person that I think I can only put 100% energy into 1 or 2 tasks/activities a day and that's it. But I have to stop thinking that and realize that I have enough time to do those tasks AND still enjoy my day and make the most of it!
3. That I have to please people I don't value.
- I have been so hung up over the past few weeks thinking that I have to please people (specifically boys/men) who are even SLIGHTLY interested in me to keep myself appearing to be nice! AND I HATE IT! I hate feeling like I have to respond to every boy who thinks I'm pretty or nice in order to maintain a CIVIL relationship with them and I'm also tired of letting super creepy things go and not sticking up for myself!!! (MAYBE I'll post more about this topic later) But I care so much about being nice and friendly to everyone, EVEN IF I DON'T NECESSARILY VALUE THEIR OPINION! Anyway, we're done doing that :-)
- I'm going to work toward digitizing all my important documents and swapping all my bills to paperless billing! In an effort to 1. declutter and 2. help minimize the amount of paper being wasted!
2. Thinking there isn't enough time in the day.
- I am such a type A person that I think I can only put 100% energy into 1 or 2 tasks/activities a day and that's it. But I have to stop thinking that and realize that I have enough time to do those tasks AND still enjoy my day and make the most of it!
3. That I have to please people I don't value.
- I have been so hung up over the past few weeks thinking that I have to please people (specifically boys/men) who are even SLIGHTLY interested in me to keep myself appearing to be nice! AND I HATE IT! I hate feeling like I have to respond to every boy who thinks I'm pretty or nice in order to maintain a CIVIL relationship with them and I'm also tired of letting super creepy things go and not sticking up for myself!!! (MAYBE I'll post more about this topic later) But I care so much about being nice and friendly to everyone, EVEN IF I DON'T NECESSARILY VALUE THEIR OPINION! Anyway, we're done doing that :-)
Dua Lupa - IDGAF.
A$AP FERG - East Coast (REMIX).
A$AP FERG - One Night Savage.
A$AP FERG - Dump Dump.
A$AP Rocky - Lord Pretty Flacko Jodye 2.
American Authors - Best Day Of My Life.
Ariana Grande - No Tears Left To Cry.
Beyonce - Upgrade U.
Calvin Harris - This IS What You Came For (ft. Rihanna)
Cardi B - Money.
W O R K:
I still LOVE my job! I think working in the medical field has been the p e r f e c t fit for me because I learn something new and important EVERYDAY! Currently I'm being trained to learn a new testing method for pre-operative patients! I'm trying to be the best sponge I can so that when I move on to PA (or optometry ;)) school that I have a ton of hands on work and knowledge that I can continue to grow on!
H O M E:
I'm still working on saving up so I can move into my DREAM apartment/home! SOMETIMES I get discouraged and feel like I'm falling so much further behind than other people my age when it comes to being independent and living on my own but also I see how much everyone hates all the responsibilities that come with being an adult L O L. I'm trying really hard to find the happy medium between being prepared but also jumping out of the nest and just learning how to fly (cheesy). I for sure think I'm NEARLY there :)
L O V E:
No new updates here :-) I was really excited about one specific person for a long time and really thought it was going to work out! But somethings just don't... and that's a-okay. The dates I go on and the different kind of people I meet really help me figure out what exactly I'm looking for!
F I T N E S S:
This is a very NEW part of my life! I've been slowly building up and adding in workouts/runs since November and just recently I decided to get an apple watch + airpods to take on my runs! I've also slowly added in small - beginner - at home workouts (and I am very, very sore from it - so its working, right?) My goal weight is 125 lbs! And my goal mile time is CURRENTLY 10m. SO, wish me luck!
Big picture questions:
How do you want to be remembered?2018 - as someone who is soooo full of love and sweet things!
2019 - as someone who does what she needs to for herself, and is still full of love and sweet things.
What are your core values?
2018 - stay true to myself, stay true to my faith.
2018 - stay true to myself, stay true to my faith.
2019 - stay true to my own heart, and listen to it no matter what.
What do you want to contribute to the world?
2018 - lots and lots and lots of love.
What do you want to contribute to the world?
2018 - lots and lots and lots of love.
2019 - ^ still true. Love and kindness.
What do you want to experience in your life if time and money weren’t an issue?
2018 - TRAVELING to lots of beautiful places!
What do you want to experience in your life if time and money weren’t an issue?
2018 - TRAVELING to lots of beautiful places!
2019 - lots of traveling ^ still and extending my own talents/kindness to others where it is needed most.
What makes you the most happy?
2018 - when time feels slow and like it's standing still. Idk how to explain it but basically when I feel worry-less.
What makes you the most happy?
2018 - when time feels slow and like it's standing still. Idk how to explain it but basically when I feel worry-less.
2019 - ^ TRUE. it's such a hard feeling to explain but still so, so true.
What inspires you?
2018 - people who are full of love and organizational kinda things, lol.
What inspires you?
2018 - people who are full of love and organizational kinda things, lol.
2019 - kind people and people who go out of their way to show love, and still - organization/stationery haha.
What does a successful life look like to you?
2018 - happiness, all around.
What does a successful life look like to you?
2018 - happiness, all around.
2019 - happiness and comfort.
2018 - i think just the fact that I never gave up and kept trying to get to where I am.
Reflection questions:
What are your biggest successes in your life?2018 - i think just the fact that I never gave up and kept trying to get to where I am.
2019 - learning to put myself and my heart first, so i can fully give and love others.
What are your biggest failures?
2018 - i think the same thing as my biggest successes. sometimes i never give up on things i SHOULD give up on.
What are your biggest failures?
2018 - i think the same thing as my biggest successes. sometimes i never give up on things i SHOULD give up on.
2019 - not learning when to give up, for the best.
What do you regret in your life?
2018 - not a thing.
What do you regret in your life?
2018 - not a thing.
2019 - not a thing.
Where are you now in each area of your life?
2018 - i think i'm at a nice safe-space.
Where are you now in each area of your life?
2018 - i think i'm at a nice safe-space.
2019 - i'm at a crossroads, for sure.
What do you want to change the most in your life?
2018 - my mindset! and my shy-ness that keeps me from doing fun things.
What do you want to change the most in your life?
2018 - my mindset! and my shy-ness that keeps me from doing fun things.
2019 - my mindset, still! i want to believe in myself more.
What do you love the most in your life?
2018 - EVERYTHING, truly.
What do you love the most in your life?
2018 - EVERYTHING, truly.
2019 - my willingness to keep on trying and finding the best.
What are you most grateful for?
2018 - trying really hard to be grateful for every little thing and all that i have. so, everything.
What are you most grateful for?
2018 - trying really hard to be grateful for every little thing and all that i have. so, everything.
2019 - learning something, everyday.
What are you afraid of?
2018 - not succeeding.
What are you afraid of?
2018 - not succeeding.
2019 - not succeeding.
2018 - moving back home! and/or paying off a good chunk of student loans!
Commitment:
What are you committed to working toward and accomplishing in the next year?2018 - moving back home! and/or paying off a good chunk of student loans!
2019 - moving! and getting a better paying job,
2018 - saving a ton of money and working a lot harder.
Short-term goal questions:
What are you doing this year to move you toward your dreams?2018 - saving a ton of money and working a lot harder.
2019 - ^ same.
What are you doing this month to move you toward your dreams?
2018 - STOP SPENDING.
What are you doing this month to move you toward your dreams?
2018 - STOP SPENDING.
2019 - ^ same.
What are you doing this week to move you toward your dreams?
2018 - constantly remind myself of my dreams so i don't lose sight of them.
What are you doing this week to move you toward your dreams?
2018 - constantly remind myself of my dreams so i don't lose sight of them.
2019 - planning everyday to the best of my ability.
What are you doing today to move you toward your dreams?
2018 - doing this! reminding myself and making a plan and speaking these dreams into existence!
What are you doing today to move you toward your dreams?
2018 - doing this! reminding myself and making a plan and speaking these dreams into existence!
2019 - making a list, checking it twice ;) and also COMPLETING that list!
What does your ideal workday look like?
2018 - wake up early, crank out SOLID AND QUALITY work. making my own schedule basically!
2019 - ^ same. + drinking lots of water + finding time to exercise + taking care of myself.
1. Study and learn more! Don't let myself fall behind.
2. No spend 20/31 days!
3. Workout 15/31 days!
4. No meat 20/31 days!
5. Wake up earlier.
6. Spend at least an hour outside a day.
7. Save an extra $400.
8. Waste less. Use less energy.
9. Become more invested in others.