May was a really, really, really sad and hard month so if a lot of these seem sad - it is because they are, haha.

Gratitude
1 May 2017	Waking up to Kyle's sweet face and getting through 2 more finals!
2 May 2017	Sleeping in, kind of. Hopefully applying for apartments today!
3 May 2017	Making myself get out of bed to take my final!
4 May 2017	Kyle making hard sacrifices for me.
5 May 2017	Last day of finals! Feeling so much better than before!
6 May 2017	Being understanding. Having NOTHING to do today!
7 May 2017	A suuuuper nice day after 105 degree weather!
8 May 2017	Waking up early to super nice weather!
9 May 2017	GRADUATION DAY!
10 May 2017	Having a day off! Getting to relax at home alone!
11 May 2017	Another relaxing day off - getting some cleaning done!
12 May 2017	Fridays! Time to myself!
13 May 2017	Weekends! Just relaxing at home!
14 May 2017	Mother's Day!
15 May 2017	Having another day of Kyle still being my neighbor!
16 May 2017	No work! (Even though I probably should, lol).
17 May 2017	Getting approved for our first apartment!!!!
18 May 2017	Never giving up (as always). Communication!
19 May 2017	-
20 May 2017	-
21 May 2017	Re-opening doors.
22 May 2017	Catching up with old friends.
23 May 2017	Talking to Kyle.
24 May 2017	Having hope.
25 May 2017	Having time to think to myself. Brunches.
26 May 2017	Being home alone!
27 May 2017	Today, I'm not really sure.....
28 May 2017	-
29 May 2017	Feeling a litter better... getting out of bed.
30 May 2017	Giving up and giving my heart a break.
31 May 2017	The end of a really sad month!

SOOOOOOO, since I am officially a college graduate I thought it'd be fun to do a blog post about my upcoming plans for the next few months-year! I really never thought I'd see the day that I could say I'm DONE with school (at least for now) so I'm super excited to do some real life adult-ing! ;)

1. Take things one day at a time.
It's been a crazy past few months, to say the least, and this month might be the craziest yet so I really need/want to focus on one day and one event at a time!

2. Patience.
I think this is always a goal for me, but especially this month.

3. Being more thankful than doubtful.
I always feel myself taking in negative/sad/hard emotions and letting that kind of take over really good moments/memories and I hate it! I really want to work on writing out a long, well-thought out, personal gratitude journal (not like the ones I post on here) and spend a lot more time reflecting on the good things than letting the hard things drag me down.


This months goals are definitely way more personal just because I feel like life has seriously been running me over again and again and it really, really takes a hard toll on my heart. But I am FINALLY getting a break (in some aspects of my life) so I can spend more time kind of taking care of myself and my mindset/heart. SOOOOO, I know that if I spend more time focusing on my internal bad/unhealthy habits that it will all leak into other more external habits. Wish me luck you guys, and let me know what you all do to maintain sanity when things get rough or just your mindful activities/tips! Thanks for reading, xo - me.