1 February 2017
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Valentine’s day cards from Kyle! Comfy clothes. Working toward a brighter future with Kyle.
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2 February 2017
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Feeling close to Kyle again. Sweet goodnight texts. Only having one class today! Last day of the work week for me!
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3 February 2017
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Friday’s! Easy going mornings. Having only one 50 minute class today! Titan and Cain being so sweet! Kyle.
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4 February 2017
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Early mornings.
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5 February 2017
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Organization. Being able to go to university. Weekends.
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6 February 2017
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Finding the strength to move on. Open doors.
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7 February 2017
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Sleep. Days to myself/off.
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8 February 2017
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Sleep. Early mornings. Baby panda videos.
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9 February 2017
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Second/third/fourth chances! Feeling loved, and giving love. Brand new fresh starts! Kyle Jorge Madruga.
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10 February 2017
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Waking up to Kyle. Early mornings!
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11 February 2017
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Actually waking up early. Caramel macchiato’s. Kyle!
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12 February 2017
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Sleeping in.
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13 February 2017
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Walking Dead return! Lazy days.
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14 February 2017
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Valentine’s Day.
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15 February 2017
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Waking up to Kyle!
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16 February 2017
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One lab class a day.
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17 February 2017
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Super early mornings.
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18 February 2017
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Waking up to Kyle.
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19 February 2017
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Rainy sunday mornings!
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20 February 2017
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Inspiration. Getting organized. Cain & Titan.
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21 February 2017
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Not working!!!!!
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22 February 2017
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Letting go.
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23 February 2017
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Last Thursday working!
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24 February 2017
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Sleeping in…. Kind of.
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25 February 2017
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Having the strength to walk away.
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26 February 2017
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Sunday walks and brunch w Kyle, and napping and cuddling together!
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27 February 2017
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Last monday before spring break!
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28 February 2017
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Last day at homegoods, ever.
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spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?
what is your relationship status?
what color hair do you have?
what kind of car do you drive? color?
where do you shop?
how would you describe your style?
favorite social media account?
what size bed do you have?
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?
favorite snapchat filter?
how many times a week do you shower?
favorite tv show?
shoe size?
how tall are you?
sandals or sneakers?
do you go to the gym?
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?
what color socks are you wearing?
- pandora.
is your room messy or clean?
- soooo messy right now, haha.
what color are your eyes?
- dark brown.
- dark brown.
do you like your name? why?
- i like nissa, but just nissa. Vinissa is too weird, haha.
what is your relationship status?
- engaged!
describe your personality in 3 words or less.
- CUTE.
what color hair do you have?
- dark brown.
what kind of car do you drive? color?
- mustang, brownish-greyish?
where do you shop?
- everywhere, anywhere.
how would you describe your style?
- CUTE.
favorite social media account?
- probably instagram.
what size bed do you have?
- twin.
any siblings?
- too many.
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?
- somewhere (anywhere) in europe, probably, because all of europe is so cute.
favorite snapchat filter?
- dog *surprise surprise*.
favorite makeup brand(s)?
- different ones for different things.
how many times a week do you shower?
- like 14 at least, lmao. (2x a day)
favorite tv show?
- TOO MANY.
shoe size?
- usually 7.5-8. Sometimes 8.5.
how tall are you?
- 5'6".
sandals or sneakers?
- sandals.
do you go to the gym?
- nope, haha.
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?
- cash? 0000000.
what color socks are you wearing?
- none.
how many pillows do you sleep with?
- two.
how many friends do you have?
- one, kyle, haha.
whats your favorite candle scent?
- depends on the season i suppose, lol.
3 favorite boy names:
- i don't even have any idea.
3 favorite girl names
- ^^^^^^.
who is your celebrity crush?
- none at the moment i dont think.
favorite movie?
- time travelers wife.
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?
- i used to, and so many....
money or brains?
- brains.
do you take any medications daily?
- birth control???
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)
- oily as heck, haha.
how many kids do you want?
- i think just one, or two lol.
whats your go to hair style?
- "i woke up like this" haha.
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)
- small, for my family size.
what was the last text you sent?
- telling kyle about videos he should make for his blog lol.
how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?
- i think i always just kind of knew.
what is your dream car?
- jeeeeeeeep wrangler <3.
opinion on smoking?
- gross.
do you go to college?
- yes!
what is your dream job?
- something that i could pick my own hours.
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?
- suburbs.
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?
- no those are gross, lol.
do you have freckles?
- i wish!
do you smile for pictures?
- yes, always.
how many pictures do you have on your phone?
- literally one and it's my work schedule haha.
have you ever peed in the woods?
- yes.
do you still watch cartoons?
- sometimes, not really.
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?
- WENDY's, i think. I should test this.
Favorite dipping sauce?
- buffalo or spicy mustard.
what do you wear to bed?
- shorts and a t shirt if its hot out, or leggings and a long sleeve if its cold.
have you ever won a spelling bee?
- no i lost once bc i couldnt spell "oyster" lol.
what are your hobbies?
- this!
can you draw?
- i wish.
do you play an instrument?
- i wish.
what was the last concert you saw?
- one direction, pre-zayn ditching.
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?
- starbucks.
do you want to get married?
- yes!!!!!
what is your crush’s first and last initial?
- KM.
are you going to change your last name when you get married?
- yes!!!!!!
what color looks best on you?
- i think red or black, lol.
do you miss anyone right now?
- kyle, always.
do you sleep with your door open or closed?
- closed.
do you believe in ghosts?
- yes.
what is your biggest pet peeve?
- soooo many driving ones honestly, lol. but basically just when people are inconsiderate.
regular oreos or golden oreos?
- reg.
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?
- neither, gross.
are you outgoing or shy?
- suuuuper shy.
do you like it when people play with your hair?
- LOVE it.
do you like your neighbors?
- hahahahahahaahahahahahahahhahhhhahah kinda ;)
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?
- both.
summer or winter?
- winter.
day or night?
- night.
dark, milk, or white chocolate?
- milk or white!
favorite month?
- october - april probably lol.
who was the last person you cried in front of?
- kyle, probably lol
- one, kyle, haha.
whats your favorite candle scent?
- depends on the season i suppose, lol.
3 favorite boy names:
- i don't even have any idea.
3 favorite girl names
- ^^^^^^.
who is your celebrity crush?
- none at the moment i dont think.
favorite movie?
- time travelers wife.
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?
- i used to, and so many....
money or brains?
- brains.
do you take any medications daily?
- birth control???
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)
- oily as heck, haha.
how many kids do you want?
- i think just one, or two lol.
whats your go to hair style?
- "i woke up like this" haha.
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)
- small, for my family size.
what was the last text you sent?
- telling kyle about videos he should make for his blog lol.
how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?
- i think i always just kind of knew.
what is your dream car?
- jeeeeeeeep wrangler <3.
opinion on smoking?
- gross.
do you go to college?
- yes!
what is your dream job?
- something that i could pick my own hours.
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?
- suburbs.
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?
- no those are gross, lol.
do you have freckles?
- i wish!
do you smile for pictures?
- yes, always.
how many pictures do you have on your phone?
- literally one and it's my work schedule haha.
have you ever peed in the woods?
- yes.
do you still watch cartoons?
- sometimes, not really.
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?
- WENDY's, i think. I should test this.
Favorite dipping sauce?
- buffalo or spicy mustard.
what do you wear to bed?
- shorts and a t shirt if its hot out, or leggings and a long sleeve if its cold.
have you ever won a spelling bee?
- no i lost once bc i couldnt spell "oyster" lol.
what are your hobbies?
- this!
can you draw?
- i wish.
do you play an instrument?
- i wish.
what was the last concert you saw?
- one direction, pre-zayn ditching.
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?
- starbucks.
do you want to get married?
- yes!!!!!
what is your crush’s first and last initial?
- KM.
are you going to change your last name when you get married?
- yes!!!!!!
what color looks best on you?
- i think red or black, lol.
do you miss anyone right now?
- kyle, always.
do you sleep with your door open or closed?
- closed.
do you believe in ghosts?
- yes.
what is your biggest pet peeve?
- soooo many driving ones honestly, lol. but basically just when people are inconsiderate.
regular oreos or golden oreos?
- reg.
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?
- neither, gross.
are you outgoing or shy?
- suuuuper shy.
do you like it when people play with your hair?
- LOVE it.
do you like your neighbors?
- hahahahahahaahahahahahahahhahhhhahah kinda ;)
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?
- both.
summer or winter?
- winter.
day or night?
- night.
dark, milk, or white chocolate?
- milk or white!
favorite month?
- october - april probably lol.
who was the last person you cried in front of?
- kyle, probably lol
Hi guys! So as the summer and the wedding approaches, I've been feeling like I need to take better track of my fitness goals, and better care of my body! Obviously this is something I should always be mindful of to stay in good general health, but summer body and wedding body are definitely motivators lol. So, because I have zero clue about weight training/resistance/cardio or where I'm at (beginner, most likely haha) - I have only two main, overall fitness goals that I've been able to come up with!
1. Weigh 115 lbs.
This has been a fitness goal for the past 4 years running now, probably, haha. The last time I weighed 115 lbs I think I was a junior in high school, so my body hasn't necessarily "grown" since then so I think that this is still a healthy goal! Of course I'm way less active now (mandatory PE really gets you out there, haha), so I think toning up and getting rid of the accumulated fat will bring me down to this easily! I currently weight 130 lbs, so only 15 lbs to go!
2. Work out 5 times a week (at least 15 minutes).
This is such a generic fitness goal and may seem silly to some people because 15 minutes seems like nothing but to me, it's something. I am so out of shape that I'll easily be sweating and panting after 15 minutes of a moderate intensity workout, lol. I was thinking to look up youtube videos, or to download one of those snazzy cellphone apps to help me keep track and to have some kind of outline/plan to do this!
I know that these are definitely the most general and non-specific workout/fitness goals, but I figured I need to start out easy, take it day by day, and see the bigger picture before I can start narrowing down on the problem areas and create goals for those later! So I really hope this blog post keeps me accountable, haha. Let me know if you guys have any other goals or tips or tricks fitness related! Even a cool and inspiration instagram account could do the trick ;) Thanks for reading!
xo, me.
1. Weigh 115 lbs.
This has been a fitness goal for the past 4 years running now, probably, haha. The last time I weighed 115 lbs I think I was a junior in high school, so my body hasn't necessarily "grown" since then so I think that this is still a healthy goal! Of course I'm way less active now (mandatory PE really gets you out there, haha), so I think toning up and getting rid of the accumulated fat will bring me down to this easily! I currently weight 130 lbs, so only 15 lbs to go!
2. Work out 5 times a week (at least 15 minutes).
This is such a generic fitness goal and may seem silly to some people because 15 minutes seems like nothing but to me, it's something. I am so out of shape that I'll easily be sweating and panting after 15 minutes of a moderate intensity workout, lol. I was thinking to look up youtube videos, or to download one of those snazzy cellphone apps to help me keep track and to have some kind of outline/plan to do this!
I know that these are definitely the most general and non-specific workout/fitness goals, but I figured I need to start out easy, take it day by day, and see the bigger picture before I can start narrowing down on the problem areas and create goals for those later! So I really hope this blog post keeps me accountable, haha. Let me know if you guys have any other goals or tips or tricks fitness related! Even a cool and inspiration instagram account could do the trick ;) Thanks for reading!
xo, me.
1: What is the real reason you are confused right now?
+ Organic chemistry, as always.
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
+ #ky!
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
+ Yes.
4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
+ Nooooo way.
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
+ Looking at plane tickets.
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
+ Kyle, for sure.
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
+ Cry, probably for the rest of my life, haha.
8: Are you close with your dad?
+ Semi.
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
+ Right.
10: What are you listening to?
+ An ochem review :(
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
+ Water.
12: Do you like hickeys?
+ Visible hickeys are tacky, haha.
13: What time do you go to bed?
+ Whenever, usually by 10pm though because that's when Kyle sleeps.
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
+ Myself.
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
+ I wissssh.
16: Do you always answer your texts?
+ The only person who texts me is Kyle, so mostly yeah haha.
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
+ No.
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
+ Like two seconds ago (Kyle).
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
+ #ky.
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
+ "I literally cannot keep my eyes open."
21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
+ Nope.
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
+ Hm, I think I used to, but not really.
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
+ Yes :(
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
+ Always.
25: In the past week, have you cried?
+ Yes, haha.
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
+ Striped black and white.
27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
+ No.
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
+ No.
29: Do you have a best friend?
+ #ky.
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
+ YES, hahahahahahahsahhahaahha.
31: Who was your last call/text message from?
+ #ky.
32: Are you mad at anyone?
+ Nah.
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
+ Yes.
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
+ THIRTY, I can't believe it haha.
35: How many more days until your birthday?
+ Too many.
36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
+ MOVING, woooo.
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
+ Yeah.
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
+ Nope.
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
+ Mm, no.
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
+ YES, haha.
41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
+ Considering Kyle is 8 years older than me, no haha.
42: Are you available?
+ No way Jose.
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
+ Two.
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
+ Belly button!
45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
+ Hm, not right after a breakup.
46: Do you regret anything?
+ Yeah.
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
+ Ochem.
48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
+ Yeah, sure.
49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
+ No way.
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
+ Because I already got him ;)
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
+ YES, so many times haha.
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
+ Yes!
53: What was the last thing you ate?
+ Spam fried rice.
54: Did you get any compliments today?
+ No ahah.
55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
+ HOME.
56: Do you own anything from other countries?
+ Yeah! Stuff from Kyle and his family!
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
+ Kyle is my only friend hahaha.
58: Where have you lived most of your life?
+ AZ.
59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
+ December.
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
+ No.
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
+ No.
62: Who do you text the most?
+ #ky.
63: What was the last movie you saw?
+ Ummmmm, I can't remember haha.
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
+ Hopefully EVERYTHING, hahaah. But probably because we're together???????
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?
+ Just one.
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
+ No.
67: Do you curse around your parents?
+ NO.
68: Are you happy with where you live?
+ NO way.
69: Picture of yourself?
+ instagram.com/vinissam
70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
+ MONOGAMOUS, duh.
71: Have you ever been dumped?
+ Once, I think? Haha.
72: What do you most like about making out?
+ The fact that I'm making out with Kyle.
73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
+ Yeah.
74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
+ The other.
75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
+ I think eyes, or hair, or lips, haha.
76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
+ Kyle.
77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
+ No.
78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
+ No.
79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
+ Kyle, usually.
80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
+ Mm, never thought about it. But probably not.
81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
+ Yeah.
82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
+ Not usually, haha.
83: Do you miss your last sweetie?
+ No.
84: Last time you slow danced with someone?
+ SOOO long, haha.
85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?
+ No.
86: How can I win your heart?
+ Be Kyle.
87: What is your astrological sign?
+ Cancer.
88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
+ Sleeping or maybe talking to Kyle still, haha.
89: Do you cook?
+ Sometimes!
90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
+ Yeah.
91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
+ Not single ;)
92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
- Pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly.
93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
+ Nice eyes, nice lips, tall.
94: Name four things that you wish you had!
+ A million dollars, more time, motivation for school, 100% on all my past/future exams.
95: Are you a player?
+ No.
96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
+ No.
97: Are you a tease?
+ No.
98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
+ Once! Haha.
99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?
+ Currently.
100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
+ No.
101: Hugs or Kisses?
+ Both!
102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?
+ YES, haha.
103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
+ Eyes.
104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
+ Ew, no. Lol.
105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?
+ NO.
106: Do you flirt a lot?
+ No.
107: Your last kiss?
+ #ky.
108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?
+ No.
109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
+ Yes.
110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
+ #ky.
111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
+ #ky, surprise surprise.
112: Does someone like you currently?
+ I think so? ;)
113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
+ I think so? ;)
114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
+ Serious relationship.
115: Ever made out with just a friend?
+ Yeah.
116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?
106: Do you flirt a lot?
+ No.
107: Your last kiss?
+ #ky.
108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?
+ No.
109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
+ Yes.
110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
+ #ky.
111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
+ #ky, surprise surprise.
112: Does someone like you currently?
+ I think so? ;)
113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
+ I think so? ;)
114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
+ Serious relationship.
115: Ever made out with just a friend?
+ Yeah.
116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?
+ Depends. But I think I can be just as happy either way!
Okay Bachelor fans, I'm sure many of you will recognize this phrase haha. But on a serious note, I think it's a super interesting topic and statement. Like, what IS emotional intelligence? How is it applicable to our day to day lives? And why is it so important? (Which it is, in my opinion).
I think emotional intelligence is one of those terms/things you never realize you needed to hear/have until it was actually placed right in front of your face.
I think I've been searching for the correct term that describes the awareness of ones feelings and how they act upon those feelings and how they are able to control those feelings and "emotional intelligence" hits the nail right on the head.
Personally, I am the worst at emotional intelligence. I am really good at deciphering what I'm feeling, and what the people around me are feeling, but I don't usually know what to do about it, or how to go about it the right away. For example, I can KNOW I'm sad or stressed out and I don't have a single clue how to go about it, nor can I (generally) prevent myself from acting out on those negative feelings. When I'm angry I tend to let myself stay angry, and when I'm sad I let myself overthink all the reasons I'm sad and I tend to dwell. And a huge part of being emotionally intelligent is being able to understand one's emotions and go about them in a healthy and thought out way.
So I've thought up of three super simple ways I plan on working on becoming more "emotionally intelligent" in all areas of my life:
1. Journal. Okay, maybe not necessarily write out all my feelings in a notebook (because #whohasthetime) but brain dump occasionally and really get my feelings down on paper (or screen) so that my emotions seem more tangible. I think tricking myself into making my feelings seem like actual tangible things, I can get a better gauge as to how I can take better control of this "thing" and understand myself more.
2. Count to ten. Super lame, super mom-style, but I think this will really help me especially when I feel myself getting worked up and angry. I am the worst with anger because I let it completely overtake everything else and I end up saying/doing things I don't mean and I regret it all immediately after I've calmed down. So working on calming down as I feel myself getting angry rather than after the damage has been done will *hopefully* work some magic for me.
3. Be rubber. My main problem I have when I'm upset/sad/angry is that I think about it and stress about it and worry about it and let it make me upset/sad/angry for a long time afterwards. So working on not letting little things get to me, or have such a big impact on my emotions would be the best possible thing I could do. I am SO sensitive, I let small things hurt me. But I need to work on being tougher when it comes to negative things/situations/people who I have no control over.
I hope this post helped SOME of you out there, haha. I know that even just writing this blog makes me feel like I'm another step closer to becoming more "emotionally intelligent" and that just seeing it written out and mapped out makes the whole process feel a little easier!
Thank you for reading!
xo, me.
I think emotional intelligence is one of those terms/things you never realize you needed to hear/have until it was actually placed right in front of your face.
I think I've been searching for the correct term that describes the awareness of ones feelings and how they act upon those feelings and how they are able to control those feelings and "emotional intelligence" hits the nail right on the head.
Personally, I am the worst at emotional intelligence. I am really good at deciphering what I'm feeling, and what the people around me are feeling, but I don't usually know what to do about it, or how to go about it the right away. For example, I can KNOW I'm sad or stressed out and I don't have a single clue how to go about it, nor can I (generally) prevent myself from acting out on those negative feelings. When I'm angry I tend to let myself stay angry, and when I'm sad I let myself overthink all the reasons I'm sad and I tend to dwell. And a huge part of being emotionally intelligent is being able to understand one's emotions and go about them in a healthy and thought out way.
So I've thought up of three super simple ways I plan on working on becoming more "emotionally intelligent" in all areas of my life:
1. Journal. Okay, maybe not necessarily write out all my feelings in a notebook (because #whohasthetime) but brain dump occasionally and really get my feelings down on paper (or screen) so that my emotions seem more tangible. I think tricking myself into making my feelings seem like actual tangible things, I can get a better gauge as to how I can take better control of this "thing" and understand myself more.
2. Count to ten. Super lame, super mom-style, but I think this will really help me especially when I feel myself getting worked up and angry. I am the worst with anger because I let it completely overtake everything else and I end up saying/doing things I don't mean and I regret it all immediately after I've calmed down. So working on calming down as I feel myself getting angry rather than after the damage has been done will *hopefully* work some magic for me.
3. Be rubber. My main problem I have when I'm upset/sad/angry is that I think about it and stress about it and worry about it and let it make me upset/sad/angry for a long time afterwards. So working on not letting little things get to me, or have such a big impact on my emotions would be the best possible thing I could do. I am SO sensitive, I let small things hurt me. But I need to work on being tougher when it comes to negative things/situations/people who I have no control over.
I hope this post helped SOME of you out there, haha. I know that even just writing this blog makes me feel like I'm another step closer to becoming more "emotionally intelligent" and that just seeing it written out and mapped out makes the whole process feel a little easier!
Thank you for reading!
xo, me.
Hi everyone, happy superbowl Sunday! Hope everyone is eating yummy food and enjoying the commercials, haha.
Anyway, next week marks the beginning of the FIFTH week of this spring semester! So I thought I'd give you guys a super casual and quick school update :)
+ School SUCKS. I hate it. Haha. But I KNOW that this is because I am constantly reminding myself that this is my very last semester, so I'm getting anxious and just want to be done already!
+ I had one exam so far and... yeah, school sucks. This coming week I actually have TWO more so wish me luck... haha.
+ I applied for graduation! I applied a few weeks ago and it STILL feels so good to say!
+ I've been missing SO much class it's not even funny. I thought the past few semesters were bad but I think I've already skipped more classes in the past month than I have in the previous three semesters COMBINED. Someone send me motivational quotes every morning or something, because ya girl is really not feeling it these days, haha.
+ Lastly, school is really kicking my butt... like, really. I feel so stressed out and down all the time because I feel like I have so much on my plate and I cannot mess up otherwise I'd have to take on MORE classes (which is not an option for me, lol). So, it's rough right now. Really rough.
Thanks for reading everyone! I hope you're all having good semesters/a good start to the new year!
xo, me.
Anyway, next week marks the beginning of the FIFTH week of this spring semester! So I thought I'd give you guys a super casual and quick school update :)
+ School SUCKS. I hate it. Haha. But I KNOW that this is because I am constantly reminding myself that this is my very last semester, so I'm getting anxious and just want to be done already!
+ I had one exam so far and... yeah, school sucks. This coming week I actually have TWO more so wish me luck... haha.
+ I applied for graduation! I applied a few weeks ago and it STILL feels so good to say!
+ I've been missing SO much class it's not even funny. I thought the past few semesters were bad but I think I've already skipped more classes in the past month than I have in the previous three semesters COMBINED. Someone send me motivational quotes every morning or something, because ya girl is really not feeling it these days, haha.
+ Lastly, school is really kicking my butt... like, really. I feel so stressed out and down all the time because I feel like I have so much on my plate and I cannot mess up otherwise I'd have to take on MORE classes (which is not an option for me, lol). So, it's rough right now. Really rough.
Thanks for reading everyone! I hope you're all having good semesters/a good start to the new year!
xo, me.
1. Valentine's Day photo-booth with #ky!
2. Plan a fun spring break trip!
3. Spend more time trying to figure out my DSLR camera!
4. Bake a fun Valentines Day treat!
5. Plan a fun and different date night with #ky!
6. Don't get behind on school work!
7. Work ahead so that I don't have to stress out during spring break!
8. Go hiking at least once!
9. Work out at least twice a week!
10. Post an Instagram picture at least twice a week.
Have a happy February everyone! XO.
Have a happy February everyone! XO.
